Sadly, I have to go outside of my relationship to fill basic desires. We have not had sex in a year and I'm not sure that we will ever again. She has been nice enough to tell me that I can go outside the relationship, but understandably she doesn't want to know. I'm really hoping to find someone to talk to that is in a similar tough situation and that we can take care of each others needs and just talk about being a full time caregiver and holding down a job, s, and all the hardships that come with this situation. Up to last year I was a body builder, but I have not had the opportunity to reestablish my routine in the gym, so I have slightly let myself go. Really looking for a kindred spirit. My schedule is very tight as I cannot be away from the house more than hour two at a time, as she is a fall hazard. It's just hard being everything to everyone. Not looking for a relationship, just I'm 37 and I'm trying to find a way of staying strong for her and my ren. WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have our permission to use any of our profile, pictures, or web cams in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of our privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.